It's 12:03am. I'm listening to South Park on TV because I don't have a TV in my study nook. Did you know that I like South Park? I actually do. There are people out there that find this show offensive but I don't. The show makes fun of EVERYONE. This show doesn't discriminate and they don't side with just one particular group. I think it teaches lessons too. Trey Parker and Matt Stone are geniuses. I wish I came up with this idea.

I went to see National Treasures the other day with my parents. That movie is so phenomenal (it's my new favorite word). I love history and archeology so this movie just got me on the edge of my seat. You can't predict it. Now I have to start looking at money before I spend it.

Anyway, I'm sitting here all alone. I'm always alone at my desk. It's my personal favorite time. Jennifer is in bed, Jessie went to do her engineering project, and I have no idea where Michelle is. I've been working on my research analysis paper for the past week. I have to write at least eight pages and it's killing me! It is so difficult to write. It's not like an high school English paper or a report. This is an actually type of paper that goes into psychology journals, magazines, and newspapers. Well, mine is just a practice but it's going to effect my grade. I have a B in that class right now and I'm crossing my fingers. I also have a B in everything else. I REALLY want to get A's.

I need to go take a shower and study for my Spanish test part 2 for tomorrow. It's a torture. I know about 80% of it already. We're being tested on Latin American history. I don't know any of it. It's all in Spanish. I barely know English! Like the word THEORETICALLY. Do you know what it means without looking it up? I'm sure you have used it in a sentence but what does it really mean? Can someone explain that to me? I asked Jennifer and it's hard for her to explain. I think it's something to do with explaining things in theory. I could be wrong.

Something just occured to me even though no one is reading this but I am. I just thought about how much some people have no life. I have no life I admit. But people that don't have a life but think they have a life really suck. Like people that went to ONE party think their social life is this explosive, interesting deal. Face it, you're just sad. I don't have a life and I don't think I have a life. I'm very uncool but I love it. I'm secure with myself and I don't need to go to that one sad party in order to make myself seem cool.

Oh yeah, UT played against Kentucky this weekend. Man, UT gotta get back on track otherwise we won't win against Auburn this next weekend. What are the odds anyway?

Seriously, I gotta go. Otherwise I'm gonna be bitching about more people that suck. I don't hate but I just can't stand certain people. I'm trying to deal with it. Maybe I need to meditate.

That's it. Meesin checking out.

All right, it's Thanksgiving so Happy Thanksgiving kids. By the way, my last entry was suppose to be written at 2am on the morning of the day before Thanksgiving. I went to class and everything and it went all right. My Religious Studies teacher said "arse." It was so funny. What is he, British? Who says that anymore? Just say "ass." We're all well into our twenties. We can handle the word. Plus it's college.

So back to Thanksgiving. The day I got back to my parents' house, my step brother and his fiance showed up a couple of hours later. I never met his fiance before so it was my first time meeting her and her first Thanksgiving with us. She's more different than I thought she would be. Anyway, we all played Phase Ten with my parents. The next morning, we all got up and celebrated Thanksgiving dinner at two. My other step brother showed up along with my granny. My cousin came later after dinner with her friends. Thanksgiving overall was good.

I'm not even write anymore. I'll save that for a later day when something more interesting happens.

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This is my first entry for the new layout. I used to write in my last layout a long time ago. I'd like to get it back up again. It's not going to be like a blog. I really hated the term and girls that write about stuff like "My class really sucks" or "It's a really long day" or "I just had a great sandwich" are just stupid. But trust me, I will be doing it from time to time so I guess I'm stupid.

I must confess that I have this new obsession with Ryan Gosling. Keith loves him too so I'm not the only one. He's one of those guys you don't date but you just hook up with type of guy. I think Keith will agree with me on that one. Yeah, that's why I have a boyfriend because I don't need to be thinking about stuff like that! I also just found out that he's been seen around with Paris Hilton. I've posted stuff on the internet everywhere about it. It's just wrong. I don't like her. Stay away from celebrities I like. Next thing I know, she'll be dating Hayden Christensen. Then I will have to protest. Okay, I sound like an obsessive 13-year-old who has never had a boyfriend and just drool over male celebrities but hey, it's fun to talk about for me. I hope he doesn't really date her though. He's going out with Famke from X-Men. Yeah, I actually like her a lot better. I'm still against WAY older people dating younger people though. I don't care who you are. Don't do it!

Here's the part I tell you what's been happening like MY CLASSES REALLY DO SUCK! Okay, not really. That reminds me, I need to print out my 30% of my grade paper for my Religious Studies class. I really like the teacher but 30% for a 5 page paper? He needs to get some action from his wife or something so maybe he'll give us a slack. Oh, and get this, tomorrow is the day before Thanksgiving and he's making us go to class. My music teacher is too. The class ends at 2:15pm and I probably won't get to leave town until 3pm. This REALLY SUCKS!

Oh, and during the break, I have to write up my research for my psychology research class, study for my religious studies quiz online that's due monday, and study for my Spanish test. It's not going to be a break at all.

I also must comment about upcoming music and movies I must get or see. I really want to see that movie "Closer" with Julia Roberts and Natalie Portman. I love both actresses. I also want to see The Incredibles. It's really funny because Jon doesn't like cartoons and animations but he wants to go see this movie. It's so weird. The new music I'm into now is Nina Gordon. I really want her CD! You can only special order it though so I'm going to do that for the holidays.

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