I haven't write in awhile. I don't even know if anyone is reading. But does it matter to me? Not really.

I'd been working all week. Yeah, I'm still at the courthouse doing the same thing. It pays well and everyone I work with are really nice. We all had to go out for a Christmas breakfast this past Friday at 6:30AM! I had to get up at 5. I had a hard time getting up at 6:30 everyday for work but 5 is so early. But I made it before everyone so that was good. I'm only working over the break and the ladies that worked there had already set up their gift thing so I wasn't involve or anything. My boss gave me a little gift and this other lady at work got me a present too. They didn't have to but it was really nice that they did that. I also got a present from my mom's friend from work.

Last Sunday, my parents actually woke me up at 8am to go Christmas shopping. I gave my parents my list and my dad actually picked up my presents when I was there. So I actually know what I got for Christmas. I really wanna be surprise but it was his only chance to shop.

I'd talked to Keith on the phone this past week and he said he's definitely coming next week. I also talked to Evan online. I haven't talk to him for a long time. The last time I saw him was high school graduation. Speaking of which, I haven't seen people from high school. They all went their separate ways.The last person I saw from high school was a girl in my class this past semester. She acted like she didn't know who I was so I didn't talk to her or anything. Maybe she didn't remember.

I read an interview by Lindsay Lohan the other day online at MSN.com and it got me thinking. She's 18 years old and during the interview, she said that all her college friends all go out and get drunk and she has no desire to do that. She pretty much sounded like she dissed the whole college thing. She said that people that go to college go to find out what do with their life and she sees no point of going because she already knows what she wants to do and it would be a step back for her. I don't think college is a step back for people who has a career. There are plenty of people in my class who has careers but they want to learn more and do more things. I'm going to college not because I don't have a career or trying to find out what to do with my life. I'm going to college to get an education and how dare she say higher education is a step back? The Olsen twins are way more successful than she is and they both believe in school. They might not finish and they don't have to but a higher education is a success in itself. Just because Lindsay Lohan wears a $1000 dress and make millions per picture doesn't mean getting an education is a step back. It is such as great experience to go to college and gain so much knowledge. Lindsay Lohan will only know how to live her life as a spoil, rich girl. I might not have the money that she has but I'm proud of getting an education. Without higher education, there wouldn't be doctors who helped her ass when she was sick. Without higher education, there wouldn't be directors and writers to make movies and music for her to be in. Usually, people go to school to learn how to do those things or better themselves at it. She made those comments because she doesn't know any better and I can't really blame her for it.

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I'm finally home! You are not going to believe how happy I am about finals being over. But I'm overly unhappy about something happened on the way home. I was leaving campus and right before I got on the interstate, I ran into some guy's car. It wasn't a hard impact because both of us were in the red light. I was completely upset but I kept my cool while I was talking to him. My front license made two deep scratches on his bumper and several surface scratches. What happened was that I can honestly say that I totally paying attention but he let go of his break lights and then I let go of mine. I didn't break in time when he breaked right after that. It was a stupid accident. I'm still upset.

Okay, off that topic. I'm glad to be home. I will have to start work next Monday but it's okay. It'll give me something to do and make money. I've been laying around since I got home. I did some laundry.

My mom and I saw something funny on TV the other day. There was some murder a couple of days back of this heavy metal band at a club (that's not funny). Some guy just began shooting everywhere. Anyway, they were holding a memorial service and CNN was there live. During the interview between the live guy and the studio, there was this naked dude standing around. You could see everything! It was so funny. The camera guy was trying to move the camera over but the naked guy got chased off camera by police. The guy in the studio was cracking up. It was just down right funny. This was on CNN!

I was talking to Keith last night online and he told me the weirdest thing? He said he was going to attend a Twinkfest? What the hell is a Twinkfest? Apparently, it's a gathering of young, gay male, who's not smart. It doesn't make any sense.

I've been talking to Jon on the phone. We plan to talk everyday until we see each other.

Anyway, that's all I will write for today.

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My finals are finally over. I'm so happy. I found out that I made 94 on my Religious Studies paper, 43/50 in my Anthropology, and 96 on my Music final project. I still need to find out what I made in Psychology and Spanish. I hope I get all A's but I think that's kinda impossible.

I just saw the most amazing movie this past weekend. I saw "The Five People You Meet In Heaven" on ABC. It was really amazing. I wish I had read the book. It makes me wonder who I would meet assuming that I go to heaven I guess. I do pray for good things.

I'm gonna be so sad when I go home, mainly because I won't see Jonathan at all for the next month and two weeks. It's going to suck really hard. I am, however, thrilled to be going home to my family and my dogs. I miss them. I get to relax and work some. It makes me feel good. By the way, I called about my job and I can work any time. I'm pretty happy about that.

We all went to Copper Cellar for burger night today. It was me, Jon, Jessie, Andrew, Josh, Brian, Sam, Justin, and Sean. It's the last one for this semester. Kristin, we miss you! Next semester we get to go again, hopefully.

I've been trying to download Photoshop and it's not working. I've been using crappy program for my images. Please let me know where I can get photoshop. It's really bothering me!

I'm gonna be going home tomorrow so please wish me a save trip. I hope everyone have save trips too. Merry holidays!

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Have you ever tried to be friends with someone? Have you ever tried to be nice to people and try to make them feel like you are interested at being their friends but they are so weird about trying to be friends with you back? What is up with people like that? I don't understand. Maybe they just don't like you in general. What is wrong with making new friends? Isn't it great to make new friends? You get to expand your horizon a little bit, especially the people that want to be your friends are opposite from you. If they're nice to you and cool to you, what's wrong with that? Just because you don't have everything in common doesn't mean that you can't hang out with them.

Don't get me started on people you meet at work or class. Those people are the worst kind. You see them everyday and you try to make friends with them but they just talk to you in class or work and after you quit work or class end, they no longer talk to you. Why is that? Being a classmate or co-worker is all that you are to them? You try to be nice and talk to them but they just so resistent at being your friend. Oh, and people who act nice to you back but plan to never talk to you again pisses me off. They act like they like you but they don't really want to be your friend. Why is that? There is nothing wrong with being nice but when someone is trying to initiate friendship, just tell them no or keep them around. It's like dating. If you don't want them to stick around, tell them the truth. Friendship is a basic level of humanity. Don't lead people on if you don't want to be their friend. So they can stop trying so damn hard to be nice to you.

Oh well, that's my topic to talk about today. I don't know if I'll be writing a lot next week because I have FINALS! Yay. I'm so excited. NOT! It sucks and I'm going to hate it so. I have so much to do! I have four finals and two in one day. Life's a bitch and it has puppies is all that I gotta say. I also have to contact several companies about internship this summer. I probably won't be getting paid. And I have to call about my work over Christmas break.

I gave Christmas cards and presents to people! I got Jon a black dressed shirt and a great tie. The shirt's neck is too small so I gotta go back home to exchange it at a Liz Clairborne because there is no other store around here with that store. I got everyone else cards and an exclusive music video. I will put it up soon. I hope all will like it.

I also changed the entries font color because it's hard to read this many text in black with this background. I must get back to my studies now.

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